Smile for a smile.

If I had to do it all again? I'm not sure...things happen for a reason.
But, this time. Maybe not. We are meeting up again, this coming weekend. And, I think we are giving it another go.
Which is GREAT. 
But also very scary.
If it doesn't work... that's it. 

I might start on writing another song swell' to get rid of some of this emotion. 

Byez.

How'd you like that, how'd you like that...
^lyrics

how would you like that though? if someone did this to you, if say you felt this way for someone and they did it to you.

I have a secret I want to tell you, each time that I close my eyes I can feel you...
^lyrics

*sigh* i have dreams of how i want it to work out. how i would love it to work, we would love eachother.

Do you remember me? Taking pictures of you...as the light came through.
^lyrics.

Bye bye:'/

I lived fine before you,
But now I can't imagine my life without you.

How can this of happened, I wish I didn't know you. But then I think about, how much I love you.

Never get to attached to anyone, because attachments lead to expectations. 
And expectations, lead to disappointments. 

People are saying move on, and that is what I have to do. I am going to move on...one day. They don't understand. No-one does.

yep. it's over, end of....done.
he doesn't like me, wouldn't be surprised if he ever actually did -.-
i feel so stupid, i am annoyed at myself. not him...
what did i do wrong? do make him, stop liking me. how did i make him hate me.
how do i turn everything good, bad.
WHY CAN'T I JUST HAVE SOMETHING.
why?
i still love him. i don't think i will move on, at-least not for a long, long time.
he is the first person that i have ever felt, close to. happy to talk to. and i just get happy whenever i can talk to him.
i'm such a derp.
i miss you...and the worst thing is, you don't even understand.
you don't understand how i miss you.
how i love you.
how you are the best person, the best thing that ever happened.
even if it was for a short time.
i'll never forget, the amazing feeling of you liking me back,
it is the best, it was the best..
everyone should experience it, the feeling of being loved. by the one you love.

bye...

Hi. Hello stalker. How are you? You good. I'm not.
Because i'm getting stalked, by your ugly face. Yeah..I went there. DEAL WITH IT.
Will teach you to swear at me on Facebook, won't it ugerzz. Mhmmmm. *head spin thingy, with finger*
Any-who.
I am bored. You are ugly. That make's me sick. You are sick. PERVE. 
anything more to say...ummm:L
OH YE.
On a normal note, this boy that I liked. Has now blocked me on Facebook(: BRILL OR WHAT.
Mega-LOL's. Yeah...not really :c
*sigh* 

LATERZZ.